30:1 But men younger than I am make fun of me now! Their fathers have always been so worthless that I wouldn't let them help my dogs guard sheep. |
30:2 They were a bunch of worn-out men, too weak to do any work for me. |
30:3 They were so poor and hungry that they would gnaw dry roots--- at night, in wild, desolate places. |
30:4 They pulled up the plants of the desert and ate them, even the tasteless roots of the broom tree! |
30:5 Everyone drove them away with shouts, as if they were shouting at thieves. |
30:6 They had to live in caves, in holes dug in the sides of cliffs. |
30:7 Out in the wilds they howled like animals and huddled together under the bushes. |
30:8 A worthless bunch of nameless nobodies! They were driven out of the land. |
30:9 Now they come and laugh at me; I am nothing but a joke to them. |
30:10 They treat me with disgust; they think they are too good for me, and even come and spit in my face. |
30:11 Because God has made me weak and helpless, they turn against me with all their fury. |
30:12 This mob attacks me head-on; they send me running; they prepare their final assault. |
30:13 They cut off my escape and try to destroy me; and there is no one to stop them. |
30:14 They pour through the holes in my defenses and come crashing down on top of me; |
30:15 I am overcome with terror; my dignity is gone like a puff of wind, and my prosperity like a cloud. |
30:16 Now I am about to die; there is no relief for my suffering. |
30:17 At night my bones all ache; the pain that gnaws me never stops. |
30:18 God seizes me by my collar and twists my clothes out of shape. |
30:19 He throws me down in the mud; I am no better than dirt. |
30:20 I call to you, O God, but you never answer; and when I pray, you pay no attention. |
30:21 You are treating me cruelly; you persecute me with all your power. |
30:22 You let the wind blow me away; you toss me about in a raging storm. |
30:23 I know you are taking me off to my death, to the fate in store for everyone. |
30:24 Why do you attack a ruined man, one who can do nothing but beg for pity? |
30:25 Didn't I weep with people in trouble and feel sorry for those in need? |
30:26 I hoped for happiness and light, but trouble and darkness came instead. |
30:27 I am torn apart by worry and pain; I have had day after day of suffering. |
30:28 I go about in gloom, without any sunshine; I stand up in public and plead for help. |
30:29 My voice is as sad and lonely as the cries of a jackal or an ostrich. |
30:30 My skin has turned dark; I am burning with fever. |
30:31 Where once I heard joyful music, now I hear only mourning and weeping. |